Yesterday, 06:51 PM
Heya! My first thread!!!
Oh I'm glad this whole series is somehow still alive, but ugh I have some conflicting thoughts...I keep seeing mostly OG fans that discovered ST through the very first game and I can't really say I ''joined'' the community/fandom up to now.
I discovered ST in probably like 2016-2017 when people were pretty much active in posting content (cool animations/fanarts, gameplays, memes, etc.), and as a kid I was like OMG this is so weird but so unique at the same time...I fell in love with this crap?
But, I didn't have access to a computer (so no chance of me playing literally any of the main games), and the only thing I had was ST2D on my little crappy phone.
Sooo I was basically admiring anything ST related from a big distance.
Now I kinda feel stupid, cuz I feel like a newbie?? Idk?? C'mon I was a kindergartner when the first game came out this is so stupid!! I kinda feel awkward to join or host a server in ST3 and I literally don't have a logical reason to feel this way (or I'm just an asocial piece of sh)
Oof I'm sorry for this angry yap, it's just that ONLY NOW I am starting to lightly interact with other people and in simple words, I'm shy about the fact I'm not a 25+ years old OG dedicated fan or something like that.
I'm curious if anyone has had similar thoughts? Or if you actually don't care about whenever someone's new or an older fan.
Oh I'm glad this whole series is somehow still alive, but ugh I have some conflicting thoughts...I keep seeing mostly OG fans that discovered ST through the very first game and I can't really say I ''joined'' the community/fandom up to now.
I discovered ST in probably like 2016-2017 when people were pretty much active in posting content (cool animations/fanarts, gameplays, memes, etc.), and as a kid I was like OMG this is so weird but so unique at the same time...I fell in love with this crap?
But, I didn't have access to a computer (so no chance of me playing literally any of the main games), and the only thing I had was ST2D on my little crappy phone.
Sooo I was basically admiring anything ST related from a big distance.
Now I kinda feel stupid, cuz I feel like a newbie?? Idk?? C'mon I was a kindergartner when the first game came out this is so stupid!! I kinda feel awkward to join or host a server in ST3 and I literally don't have a logical reason to feel this way (or I'm just an asocial piece of sh)
Oof I'm sorry for this angry yap, it's just that ONLY NOW I am starting to lightly interact with other people and in simple words, I'm shy about the fact I'm not a 25+ years old OG dedicated fan or something like that.
I'm curious if anyone has had similar thoughts? Or if you actually don't care about whenever someone's new or an older fan.